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In a world where emotion is king
I am but a lowly servant.
Created on 2005-03-06 13:59:55 (#6360765), last updated 2007-01-30
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| Name: | Celeste |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 06-12 |
| Location: | New York, New York, United States |
| Website: | enter the cave |
I long to explore the nakedness of man faced with the absurd. I live for rainy days. I feel for no one, not even myself. I long to be someone who lives. I am but a dying shadow. The deafening roar of everyday life eats away at my shrunken soul. Some days I lie on the carpet and listen to silence. The song of silence mesmerizes me. I drink black coffee. I refrain from most foods. I prefer to live on a diet of words. Sometimes I do not sleep, for my dreams keep me awake. I don't want to dream anymore. I have seen so much, yet felt so little. I have experienced all I wanted to, but still that is not enough. I don't feign suffering. I take a drag of my cigarette, and suddenly, the world seems much brighter. I have exhausted my supply of tears long ago. I haven’t cried in years. Nothing is worth my sorrow anymore. I have no sorrow to give. I try so hard, and I fall each time. Fuck getting back on the horse. I prefer to crawl across that long dusty path that is life.
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